I hear you on that Jason. Some people (even in this forum) could probably care less about this loss, but their music was almost a soundtrack to my youth. I feel like you with the MJ thing. I was also crushed when Jam Master Jay was killed. I'm sure a lot of people didn't care, but to me it was like losing a relative... just because of the hours and hours I spent listening to the music they made, and remembering the things I used to be doing with friends and stuff while playing it. I know every word of every song in Licensed To Ill.